EMERALD ISLE, NC – Joan Davy, 83, clutched her kitchen counter when she felt the tornado start lifting her home, carrying water sprayed with water and shredding trailers in the mobile home park she operated 20 years.  Her thoughts flashed to escape the routes when her beach trailer rose in the air, but Davy's mouth also repeated the silent prayer "Oh my God, oh my God" over and over. Her fourth short, divine plea felt that her home was coming back to earth.
"It's very scary," she said, sitting on the stool in front of her trailer a few days after the fright on Thursday. "I called my son and he came and made me leave immediately."
This fear has become a sadness for many in this woven city of the Bogue Bank, a barrier island off the North Carolina coast. While insurance correspondents make their rounds, it will soon be time to decide whether to try to recover or never to return.
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The community has largely left warnings that Hurricane Dorian will strike at their serene island. But before the storm even began to subside, an aqueduct formed Thursday over the Atlantic, turning these island refuges into unrecognizable sheets of shattered metal and broken glass.
"People here have lost their happy place," Davy said. "Some people have broken up."
Arlene Cottie, 66, sat in a chair and rested, while two of her closest friends searched the remains to find some of her belongings. She almost lost that home in Hurricane Florence in 2018, but this time she wasn't sure if she could recover.
"I'm upset, but she's gone," she said, her voice trembling. "At this point, I don't imagine I could go back if I wanted to."
Flattened buildings meant that there was no refuge from the hot sun or the thick humidity of pudding on these long stretches of sidewalk. However, Kotti's two friends continued to dig. Most importantly, they had deployed her dog's ashes and a keyhole embossed with her mother's image.
When Gov. Roy Cooper toured the boardwalk RV park earlier on Saturday, he emphasized the needs of those affected by the storm in the North. Carolina, noting that 57,000 people in the state, including those living in the park, were without power.
"People on earth who feel the effects of Dorian are the focus of our attention today," Cooper said in a statement. "The first priority is to get food, water and medical help for the needy. Utilities are working hard to restore energy, and we want life back to normal in eastern North Carolina. "
But not only homes were destroyed when the tornado made landfall. Almost a family's livelihood took a direct hit.
Mike Denmid, 36, and his mother, Linda Denmid, 70, have run granite countertops, Artisan and Granite Inc., to mobile home park since 2006. The structure, where polished sheets of stone were pulled into the air by a twister, who passed it through the roof of the building that houses their showroom, and eventually threw it 150 yards into a nearby water park.
When he saw the broken granite and the collapsed roof, Denmead said he felt a huge void. His thoughts turned to his 13 employees who depended on him, as well as the near-quarterly contracts they had yet to fulfill.
"I mean, my building, what am I going to do," Dundid said in his granite hall, noting that his mother had just taken her first day off from Hurricane Florence this past Labor Day. "My Boys: They Are Relying on Me. My Customers: Relying on Me."
But while some say they are not sure if they will return, Denmead said he feels confident that many will plan
He said he was trying to treat this tragedy as an opportunity – the alternative was far away.
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