Chrissy Teigen is overcoming emotional and physical pain when she begins treatment after suffering a devastating abortion 20 weeks into her pregnancy in September.
While the model is open to her heart after the loss of her son Jack, she updated her 32.2 million followers to slowly straighten her legs.
“When I’m old and gray, I’ll look back over the last two months as a brutal, exhausting, sad, physically challenging, mentally painful b ** t read for months,” she titled a photo of herself from Instagram, collected in a package at home.
Healing: Chrissy Teigen works through her emotional and physical pain when she experiences the loss of her son Jack after having a miscarriage 20 weeks into her pregnancy
Nodding at her funny blue dog socks, furry black cloaks and choosing to wear shades inside, she jokes that she will always “find humor in both the furious and the outfits.”
A more serious note is that best-selling cookbook author Luna, four- and two-year-old Miles, shares with her husband, John Legend, describing how her grief distorted her perception of the world and her ability to perform daily activities.
“I already see the leaves as orange instead of gray, I realized that the sky is really blue, not black,” she said. “And the horns on my forced morning walks only put me on my knees half the time.”
Devastating: While the model is open to her heart after the loss of her son Jack, she updated her 32.2 million followers to slowly straighten her legs
She continued, “I can get up the stairs by stopping only once or twice instead of everyone else, and I can get out of the tub alone as long as I have the promise that John will dry me out.”
In conclusion, Teigen writes “I think it’s happening” in connection with finding a way to healing.
Her post comes just days after she and Legend shared their decision to share intimate and disturbing images of their miscarriage and their “complete and utter grief.”
The couple lost their unborn boy after the writer suffered a month of bleeding as a result of a weak placenta.
Losing Jack: Her post comes just days after she and Legend talked about their decision to share intimate and discouraging images of their miscarriage and their “complete and complete grief.”
Hours after losing their baby, both Chrissy and John, 41, shared a series of black-and-white photos from the hospital on social media. And while the singer admits he was “worried” about documenting such a painful moment, he praised his wife’s “courage”, noting that their decision to speak so publicly “means so much to so many people.”
“I didn’t know we could experience this grief and share it, but when we did, it really meant so much to so many people and it was such a powerful experience for me to learn it, and I’m just grateful that my wife was brave enough. to do it, “John explained in an interview with Michael Strahan of GMA.
John took many of the images shared in their social media posts, one of which shows Chrissy sobbing as she sits in her hospital bed.
Another photo captures the devastated husbands rocking their baby’s body.
In memory: John made many of the images shared in their posts on social networks, one of which shows Chrissy crying while sitting in her hospital bed. Another catches the devastated couple hugging their baby’s body
“I was worried, I was like, I don’t want to mention this pain. But the madness of miscarriage is that you don’t walk around with anything, you have this void and we wanted to take the pictures so we had something to remember it with.
Chrissy attacks the critics of the photos, insisting that she doesn’t care about anyone who is “offended or disgusted” by them, because they once aimed to provide comfort to others who have experienced such a loss.
“I don’t care if you’re offended or disgusted.” I understand that can be the case for people [but] it’s meant for people who have been hurt, “she said, although she noted that” John is very uncomfortable taking them. ”
Heartbreaking: Chrissy recently attacked the critics of the photos, insisting that she “doesn’t care” about anyone who is “offended or disgusted” by them, because they once aimed to provide comfort to others who have experienced a similar loss.
Although Chrissy says she still feels “complete and utter grief” after Jack’s death, she praised all those who share words of support and love, revealing that since “thousands of letters” were sent to her by fans, she had a miscarriage.
“I have thousands of letters written to me and it’s obviously so painful to go through something like a woman, something that was in your body that you take care of and take care of, but obviously there’s a father involved and support for both of us. We were just so beautiful. , so amazing. “
She added that the experience helped to renew her faith in the goodness of people by allowing her to understand that “the world is inherently good”.
The experience of the heart has also helped bring the couple, who got married in 2013, closer together, as well as strengthen their bond with their two children.
Coming together: The couple said the support and love of their fans helped them experience the heartbreaking experience – which also strengthened their relationship as a family.
“I just know I love my wife more than ever,” John said. “We’ve been through so many challenges together and they’ve made us strong, and I know that doesn’t always happen when people go through a tragedy.
Following their devastating loss, Chrissy and John are now partnering with Ronald MacDonald’s charity, an initiative that works with families with sick children, ensuring they can stay together throughout treatment without worrying about astronomical medical bills. .
“While caring for children, there is nothing you can do but be part of this initiative, because it is bipartisan,” Chrissy said of their decision to merge with the charity. “Loving your children and wanting the best for your children and wanting to keep families together is insanely important to us.
On Thanksgiving, she said the holiday was “very necessary” and revealed that she “missed work terribly” in the kitchen.
Cooking: On Thanksgiving, she said the holiday was “very necessary” and revealed that she “missed work terribly” in the kitchen.