Demi Moore had almost died from trying a bizarre drug cocktail in 2012, she revealed in her new memoir about the story.
Moore partied with daughter Rumer Willis, who was 23 years old when she "did what other people did: sucked up by a blow of nitrous oxide and when the joint reached [her] … took a synthetic vessel down (called is Diablo, appropriate), "writes in his book" Inside Out. "
According to Radar, who received the excerpt from the book, Moore claims she had a seizure after combining drugs. She also describes having an out-of-body experience.
"Everything blurs and I saw myself from above. I swam out of my body in swirling colors, and it seemed to me that this was my chance: I could leave the pain and shame of my life behind, ”Moore, 56, wrote.
At the time of the party, she recently divorced her ex-husband Ashton Kutcher and was estranged from her other two children ̵
Moore was taken to the hospital and the ordeal struck a wedge between her and Hearing for more than a year, Radar reports.
Moore's upcoming memoir also describes two threesomes she had with Kutcher, whom he later regrets, and his alleged infidelity.
"I wanted to show him how big and fun he can be," she writes.
Kutch and Moore divorced in 2011 and were officially divorced by 2013. Kutcher is already married to Mila Kunis; the couple he has two children.
According to UsWeekly, Kucher was prepared for the bombshell discovery and "thought about what was in the book. He is not crazy or disappointed."